The Meaning in Fate
By Jeff Lee
Dear Gerwald,
Here within this
letter is the full detail of your inheritance. I never had the heart to tell
you about what lays in the crates my lawyer have presented you. It was stupid
of me to think that keeping a secret from you would save you pain more so than
giving you this letter now and being unable to answer the questions you may
have. I am sorry for that and hope that as you read this point will be clear
and my love is understood.
Your loving father,
Henry
The letter was
one paragraph but was only the first page to the hundred-page manuscript
sitting on the table before Gery Helm. He was tired, a fact that could be told
from the rumpled nature of his clothes and the dark circles etched below his
eyes. Gery took a sip from his cup of coffee the lawyer’s assistant had given
him. It was cold and bitter but grounded him as he read on.
You see son when you were born I was so worried about your future that
I sought the console of a seer. Her name was Rадател Hela M’Tynri and was renowned for
her skill. I asked her plain and simple what worries you would face during your
life and what I could do to aid them.
She said only a few simple words. “Your son will lose a foot.”
When I asked her to explain she said that is all she saw. I left
harrowed by the news that you may at some time be crippled. It was then that I
decided to do what I could to fix the problem.
When I returned home I took down my tools, my pencils, my drafting
square and I began to draw your feet. I had measured then while you slept and
by morning I had carved a near perfect replica of each foot. They were wooden
but if needed would keep you mobile. But when I looked at them I knew these would
not do. Hela had not said which, or when, or how you would lose your foot. I
took it upon myself like a quest of old, I would craft you a pair of feet for
every age. I studied the anatomy of feet in books and talked with podiatrists
who specialized in prosthetics. I even sold a few of my designs to larger companies
to both help and finance my endeavors. I found better material and trained
myself to mold it, as I needed.
Each night I would measure your feet down to the most minute of
details. Without rest till the day I passed I crafted you 97 pairs of feet at
last count. I know you no longer need the pairs of feet from your youth so I am
donating them to hospitals around the world. The adult pairs I beg you to keep
and care for they are my legacy to you, the love I have for you in physical
form.
Gery put the
documents down on the table in front of him. He felt sick like the world was
moving too fast around him. His father knew something like this and had not
only kept it from him but had worked everyday of this life to prevent it. The
distance that Gery had always felt from his father was only a defense so that
Gery would not have to carry the burden of it. It was too much to take in.
Gery’s dizziness strengthened as he reached for his coffee cup. His hand missed
the mark and the cup was knocked over the table spilling the coffee on the
letter and notes from his father. Gery rushed to catch the liquid but his hand
was too shaky, it only made the coffee run faster toward the floor.
Gery rose from
the table pushing the chair away from him. The assistant had rushed in to aid
him in his clean up. She placed a folder on the table with Gery’s name on it.
Inside were the release papers for the cases and the prosthetics he could no
longer use. He drew his pen and signed them. He handed it to the assistant and
walked out of the room leaving the cases and his father’s notes behind him.
Later that week
a delivery truck parked outside of Gery’s house. The men asked where the cases
should go and Gery gestured to the garage. When they were finished Gery gently
opened each of the cases. There before him were smaller cases each holding a
single foot and a placard reading either right or left and the age. Gery was
astonished by the craftsmanship and care put into each foot.
Searching he found the one listed 45 RIGHT and pulled it out from its case.
Gery took off his shoe and sock and placed the artificial foot down next to
his. It was a perfect match down to the coloring of his toenails. Gery smiled a
small crack of a smile.
For the next several hours Gery
worked his way through each of the cases. It was as if he was traveling through
time watching one piece of his body age before him year by year. He eventually
came to the end and began to return the feet to their cases. When he reached 57
and he could not match one right foot to a left. He let it be and worked down
back to his own age but still he was missing one left foot. He unpacked and
repacked each set of feet. Looking all around his garage and eventually his
house. But he could not find it anywhere.
Eventually it dawned on Gery and
he began to laugh deep and resounding. “You were right Dad, I did lose one and
because of you I felt no pain for it.”
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